I've been feeling a whole lot better after the dreadful week I had. Sometimes people in my life are just so over powering that it's hard for me to get a word in and I just let them take control, something I love! But then I just become someone they think is always there for them, I'm not someones mother, I'm not a kid, and I'm not an adult.
It's just kinda scary the way people go through life and the ordeals we go through to find that one perfect person we are told that are out there for us. I find it strange that we search blindly for someone, and something, that we don't really know exists, or ever existed.
I don't know what I want in life, not career wise, not in my love life, not in my personal life, not in nothing.
I'm a 19 year old with the heart of a widow, mind of a infant, bank account of a bum, and the dreams of a child. I've got nothing to prove but everything to gain.
About Me
- AngelicaMartinez
- Angelica Martinez aka Annie 18 Years old. Fashion Design Major at FIDM SF. East Bay Born Raised. Jehovah’s Witness Vegetarian Mother raised me to be a good girl. She told me good girls don’t smoke, good girls don’t drink, good girls are clean, and they are all sweet. She warned me that if I had no respect for myself no one would have any respect for me. It turns out, I was never meant to be the good girl she’d hoped and wanted for, but she knows she instilled the knowledge in me to know the difference between wrong and right. I am the best I can be and I make her proud every single day. I make beautiful garments with a cigarette in my mouth, a glass of gin on the table, and some old school rock n’ roll on the radio. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. I plan on being successful, well known, and beautiful. I have good friends, a good family, and an amazing life. I have my faults, and I’ve had mistakes. But I regret nothing and no one. I am a constant ever-changing being. I am a moon child. I am a woman, a daughter, a sister, and a friend. And I will always be me.
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