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I feel like kicking someones ass today. Maybe it's just the fact that I'm bored and I want to go for a walk, but I kinda cant, cause it's cold and I don't own any pants >_<
Fuck.
But yeah, I want to go on a walk in the rain just with pants and I don't have any, only dresses and now I'm getting kinda grumpy for the fact that I should be reading about christian churches and their art and I'm just like eghhh, do I REALLLLYY need to know this. Religious art is not something I am going to be inspired by, maybe by Jesus being crucified on the cross, but that's about it. I dunno, I'm in a grumpy mood I guess...actually I know I am.
I feel like I'm all over the place and just need to center my thoughts.
Too many thoughts...I'm thinking about Trevor, about my halloween costume, about why my tummy has been fucked up, my homework, my dress, my cafd class, and for the fact that I have these fat ass hickies on my neck and don't want my family to see them. Shit, if I didn't live at home, i've be proudly showing them off...but I don't think my mom would like to see them.

Anywaysssss. I went on a 'walk' with my bf yesterday in the park and there were bats!! Like flying around, it was so romantic, I was awe struck, what else can a creepy gal like me ask for, oh yeah and there was an uber cute guy by my side too. That also made it pretty great. hmmm, I should get back to work now.